willing for anything, prepared for nothing

The final countdown to the end of undergrad as begun: 5 weeks. Eeeee!
My feelings are completely mixed, and I can't really pinpoint how I will react when the good-byes finally comes. Five wonderful years at western, and now to what? I'm really not sure. I can't seem to prepare for anything, because the combination of options are too many to handle at this point. And perhaps I'm not even to think about it till I move back home in May. Yeah, I'll just leave that big elephant in the corner while I try to make the most of these final days. I feel that the Lord is continually shaking away the things I hold onto, and I know I have to let go constantly, and become moldable and flexible...it's just that I now feel like a blob without much of a shape!

Thank you friends for the Jacky Cheung music video surprise! You guys crack me up in so many ways...I love every minute of it, and am truly grateful for your friendship. xoxo

Jeremiah 17:7-8
Blessed is the man who trusts in the LORD
And whose trust is the LORD.
"For he will be like a tree planted by the water,
That extends its roots by a stream
And will not fear when the heat comes;
But its leaves will be green,
And it will not be anxious in a year of drought
Nor cease to yield fruit.

Thanks to the snow squall in T.O., things have really slowed down, in a good way. Just got off skype with hambees, and I realize how true her words were...when she said "you have it really good. And you're in a good place." There are 3 options in my mind of where to go and what I am to do after graduation. The Lord has closed one door, but I see 3 new possibilities. Do I have a preference? Nope. All I know is that I'm willing and ready to go when the time comes. I have been planning to move home after undergrad. But it looks like God has something else in store. And to know that I can trust fully in His plan is all I need to know right now. Will a year of drought come? Perhaps, but He promises that if we stay rooted by His living waters, we will never cease to yield fruit. PTL. :)