Thursday, November 06, 2003

I realize that I think too much before I sleep. Maybe that's why it takes me 1/2 hr to 45 min to fall asleep every night. Maybe it's also the cause of my weird and vivid dreams. I didn't sleep well last night, as I slepted in a tense position, cluching my pillow...I was dreaming that I was a figure skater (heheh, go figure!) that was coerced by this serial killer to kill ppl for him! I was so afraid of him, but he had this power over me, with this threatening and menacing behaviour. He hid all these weapons under my bed, coming into my room somehow whenever he wished. I felt so helpless and afraid, but I couldn't go to the police somehow. I was so freaking scary. I managed to tell the secret to my cousins, friends, and uncles....and they all came to try to save me, and take out this criminal. But their guns were weak compared to his sniper...and I was so afraid of seeing one of them getting shot. Luckily, I woke up before the battle began. *whew* I don't know why, but I seem to have all these dark and evil dreams. Sometimes quite disturbing too, as I usually wake up in cold sweat or tears after experiencing something terrible happening to a loved one.